I was debating whether to write this down or not as it was both a beautiful dream and at the same time one of the worst nightmares I have ever had. I’ve decided that the beautiful part outweighs the dark part so here goes…
Saturday night, my bedtime routine was the same as always. I read the nighttime prayers followed by a nice read of the bible. I was very relaxed and sleepy and subsequently I fell asleep talking to you. (This is definitely my favourite way to go to sleep!)
It felt like I went straight into the dream and the conversation I was having with you just kind of merged into one. The setting was a beautifully lit room, it felt really warm. My best friend was there too and we were praying together. I remember seeing our bibles laid out. We were here for quite a while, in this special place which was very peaceful. I looked over to the right of me and could see a shining light, it was radiating upwards. It was mesmerising and I couldn’t take my eyes off it. It was an angel watching over us. As it drew closer to us something terrifying appeared. From underneath a dark shadow appeared and headed towards me at speed. The room went pitch black and I was all alone. It went straight into my mouth and that was when I woke up gasping for air.
I’m not sure what this dream means exactly, but it certainly makes me want to get closer to you each day. To be in conversation with you as much as possible and to fully open up my heart to you.